Sabtu, 24 November 2012

Deep

    Ingatkan aku kepada sesuatu yang membuatku takut. Hidupku mulai berbeda saat ini. Bila ku bayangkan, semua itu hanya mengingatkanku kepada, hal yang harus ku ketahui. Hidupku, nyawaku. Bergantung kepada-NYA. Saat ini, hanya kenangan yang kubutuhkan. Aku tidak tau, kapan & dimana akku mati. Tapi tetap saja aku belum siap, karena aku belum melihat orang-orang terdekatku bahagia, karenaku. Biarkan aku terdiam sendiri. Mataku sudah tidak seperti dulu. Kenyataan yang kudapatkan kini. Harus kujalani.

Sungguh pahit yang ku jalani saat ini, perbedaan agak membuatku menghindar. Mungkin akan ada yang membuatku bangkit ataupun sebaliknya. Saat ini aku sedang jatuh, siapa peduli? Entah harus apalagi. Tersenyum atau menangis? Tertawa atau tediam. Ku harap semua berjalan seperti biasa.

Senin, 13 Agustus 2012

look, read!

hei, hei kali ini. gue dapet quotes yang bener2 nyentuh banget, dari suatu kalender yayasan.

cekidot.........

Children need LOVE, especially when they do not deserve it - harold hulbert

whatever there be of progress in life comes not through adaptation but through daring, through obeying the blind urge - henry miller

logic will get you from A to B imagination will take you everywhere  - albert einstein

i have not failed i've just found 10,000 ways that won't work - thomas edison

stop trying to perfect your child, but keep trying to perfect your relationship with them - Dr. henker

i have no special talent. i am only passionately curious - albert einstein

if you light a lamp for somebody it will also brighten your path - buddhist

the great thing in life is not where you stand. But where you are going, you see things as they are. And ask "why?". but i dream things that never were and ask "why not" - george bernard shaw


Minggu, 12 Agustus 2012

perkenalkaaaaaaaaan!
iniii gue. dari masa ke masa -_____-

ini gue waktu kelas 6 SD








ini waktu kelas 1 smp *alaaay beeuthhhh


dan ini waktu kelas 2 smp

ini kelas 3  with @infadl !

dan ini sekarang! alias kelas 10! with, anak2 aneh, gokil, gila! hahaha pizzz

sekiaaaan. wassalam!

read!

haloooo...
gue lagi fallin' in lopeeeeeeeeh looooooh.. :P
mau tau ga, mau tau ga?
 hmm gini nih... pertama-tamanya gue sama doi itu, sama sekali gak gak gak kenallllllll.. tapi lama lama sih kenal :p.
 why gue bisa like sama dia?
" I DUNNOOOOO."


Kenapa yah? gue bisa suka? hmmm jengjeng. mungkin karena sering ketemu juga, terus mungkin gue sering merhatiin doi dari jauh "ciaciacia". kalo denger nama doi itu. aduhhh nyezzzttt beudddth dechhh *kata anak2 sekarang*.

Tapi kadang diem diem doinya bikin gue kecewa terusssss. *adaawww..
Ntah itu karena siapalah, kenapalah, apalaaah.. dan gataulaah..

Tapi kadang juga doi bikin gue merinding sambil teriakan.... *WOW

lirikanmuuuu..
suaramuuuuu
manissssmuuu *looh?
caremuuuuuu...
lucumuuuuu
kekocakanmuuu
pandanganmuuuuu
*ADAWwwwwww.. gue terlalu berlebihan ini.. sorry sorry

ntah kapan gue sama doiii bisa jadi temen yg bener2 deketttttttttt/ sahabatlaah gitu.*walaupun cowo.. no problem.






Kamis, 14 Juni 2012

if you're not the one


if you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
if you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
if you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
if you are not mine would i have the strength to stand at all

i never know what the future brings
but i know you are here with me now
we'll make it through
and i hope you are the one i share my life with

i don't want to run away but i can't take it, i don't understand
if i'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?

if i don't need you then why am i crying on my bed?
if i don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
if you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
if you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?

i don't know why you're so far away
but i know that this much is true
we'll make it through
and i hope you are the one i share my life with
and i wish that you could be the one i die with
and i'm praying you're the one i build my home with
i hope i love you all my life

i don't want to run away but i can't take it, i don't understand
if i'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms?

'cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
and i breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'cause i love you, whether it's wrong or right
and though i can't be with you tonight
you know my heart is by your side

i don't want to run away but i can't take it, i don't understand
if i'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that i am?
is there any way that i can stay in your arms...?

Kamis, 31 Mei 2012

disneyword

You’re never alone, you know. Just think of your friends, the ones who care. –The Tigger Movie
If you're smart, you'll learn by heart. –Duchess (Aristocats)
Sometimes I feel like I really don’t belong here, like I’m supposed to be some place else. –Hercules
No two people are like each other, so don't be a lookalike copying another. –Bobbi (Phineas and Ferb)
I'll know he's the one when he makes me laugh. –Minnie Mouse
I was so afraid, now I realize love is never wrong and so it never dies. –Kovu (The Lion King II)
Strangers are the most interesting people to talk to. –Pleakley (Lilo & Stitch Series)
What makes someone special? I suppose it all depends. It's what's unique in each of us. –Ariel (Little Mermaid Series)
Listen with your heart, you will understand. –Grandmother Willow (Pocahontas)
Trouble? No way. You're only in trouble if you get caught. –Aladdin


Kamis, 08 Maret 2012

don't know!

hai cemanssssss
eteb niccccch, hohoho.. hp krik bgt -_- pacar gapunya, pulsa punya! wkwkwk nasib orang single gini nihhhh, cabal aja dah yaaaahhhhh, hey hey tenang yaaaa buat yang single, (TUHAN LG NYARIIN LO PCR YG BAIKK TUH) mihihihi:D (aku single - kamu single = kenapa ga jdn aja! hahaha *penbgt) hmm tapi tapi pikirpikir dulu yah kawan, (misalnya ada yg nembak lo skrg) kan lo gatau doi itu baik atau engganya ke lo! yekan? terus juga yang mau balikan? pikir pikir dulu deh ya! ok ok ok. cowo yang baik itu: yang bisa jaga cewenya, yang perhatian sm cewenya, yang baik laaah pokoknya.. and cewe yg baik itu: yang bisa trs peduli sm cowonya, ga gengsi! hmmm yang baik juga laah! (WHEN I'M SINGLE, MY BEST FRIEND ARE MY GREATEST SOUL MATES!!!!!!!) :D